Cursed To Love''Honestly I feel like I'm dead. But wait a minute, dead are more alive than me.. There is no meaning. Or I just can't find one. It feels like drowning. So many thoughts inside my head, but yet I can find no answer. Sometimes I can barely breathe. Lost inside myself, that's what I really am.. I just want to scream, but I know no one can hear me. Or at least they don't want to hear me.. All I want is to break free, to find a way to stop my mind. I'm tired of thinking. I wish I could stop loving you, stop loving everyone. Love is just a curse, it only makes us weaker.. If only I could tear off my feelings. Oh, what did I just say? I know that it will never happen. I will keep on suffering by my own feelings. Only until I leave my last breath.. After all I am cursed to love...''